Love

Love is the most important thing. It's done for love for love for love. Keep loving keep loving keep loving. It's not a question or a request it's a truth.

101 Dalmations

My last post was my 100th, making this 101. Thinking about 101 Dalmations, which I watched as a kid so many times that the VHS TAPE (yeah, cause I'm old now) started to have trouble playing in spots. This also started to happen with my obc RENT cd's, but fortunately mp3s came along just in time for me to turn La Vie Boheme digital before the cd could crap out completely. I love things to exhaustion.

Been prone to bouts of loneliness lately. I think it means I'm not working on enough things. If I have that much time to be alone and think about being alone, I don't have enough work to do. And really, I'm only doing three shows in a longer span of time than I did six in last semester, so it makes sense. I need more things to do. My brain is starting to waste time on emotions that aren't helpful. Also should not solve problems by drinking alcohol. Let's not downward spiral like this time last year. No need for it. Must find more work.

I love things to exhaustion.

The World

"The bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born must first destroy the world. The bird flies to god."

Eggs are tough.

So many fascinating things happening in life. Trying to figure out what I'm doing with my summer, or the rest of the semester, or the rest of the day. Not working on enough shows and getting totally lost in my Early History of God class. How do people do real college all the time?

My brain is moving in slow motion, which is driving me nuts. I prefer hyperspeed. Not sure if that's a generational thing or a me thing, or both.

I can't remember where this was going. More later. I'll be home in about 36 hours.

Hello, March.